I cancelled on that guy. I had to! I feel so good that I called him him and turned him down. He did sound disappointed, but I had to think about myself. I’m getting to old to stand for bullshit.
He didn’t want to take me out as a friend. I shouldn’t have tried to convince myself that we would have gone out as friends. Hottmess.org. I knew what time it was.
On a side note, it’s killing me that Mr. Secret isn’t speaking to me… but I’m remaining strong…