I’ve decided that until Mr. Secret and I reconcile, or decide to just keep things strictly business, I’m not going to talk about him on my blog.
He’s gotten enough shine and he’s become a staple here on Carmen and that shouldn’t be. He just sent me an email saying that we can only be friends. If we end things, I’ll let you all know. If we patch things up and decide to make the friendship work, then I’ll let you know.
If, by some miracle, he decides to admit to himself that I am the one for him, you’ll be the first to know. Until then, I’m doing me. Can’t put all my eggs in one basket, because it got me nowhere once again. Mr. Secret’s basket broke and all my eggs have fallen and guess what? That shit hurts.
I’ve been trying with love so much and it isn’t going too well with me, so I think it’s time to just let go.